Love You Michael.....always and forever

It's been awhile. Alot has happened. As soon as school started I completely forgot about my blog....

I'm 27 now :(

My uncle died in April. He had such a peaceful spirit. He was a gift from God.

In July my hero died.....Michael Jackson. This blog is really inspired by him.
Last night they left him in his final resting place. I can't describe the feeling in me. I didn't know the time it was to occur but last night I couldn't listen to his dance music, only the ballads. It was like his breath was in the air. It might sound crazy but I truly love and miss Michael Jackson. He was my brother, my father and friend all in one. He inspired all the things I love today. My first memories include him. He defined all things magical and spiritual in my formative years. He never let me down as I grew up. He had words of wisdom to walk me through ANY situation. THANK YOU MICHAEL! ALWAYS INLOVE!

I believe God gifts us with certain special people in every generation. These people are gems. They embody God's love; spiritual geniuses. Michael was that person for my generation. Martin Luther King, Princess Diana, Mother Theresa, Nelson Mandela.......all of these people were presents packaged by God Himself; they were all fragments of the love source.

Last night I looked to the sky and simply thanked God for allowing me to experience the present of Michael Jackson; love unfettered. What a man, what spirit.

I know most won't understand but to the few fortunate ones who do....RIP Michael Jackson, Prince of Music (God Almighty is the King).

Happy New Year!!!

Happy New Year!

I've been away from my blog for awhile. I've had alot of things to focus on. For a few months I focused on getting into graduate school....GWU here I come Jan 12th :)

Before that I was focused on organizing the basement where I now live. (Finally finished painting and furnishing )

Then the holidays came. Ofcourse you focus on family and friends and the true reason for the season.

But another year has passed and I've realized that time flies. Sounds like a typical cliche but no really, time really does fly. I had insomnia last night and I started looking at my old facebook albums. This time last year I still had a head full of perm! I can't imagine that. I was still new to my job. Honestly I was exhausted with life and although God found me I still felt a bit hopeless.

What a difference a year can make!

I hate making resolutions (always to lose 20lbs). I've had a revelation. If I would just focus more on God and modeling the life of Jesus Christ EVERYTHING else would simply fall into place. There would be no need for resolutions each year.....except to spend more time in devotion and communion with God.

I'm starting this year with one resolution, to spend time in meaningful devotion and prayer with God each morning. I'm NOT a morning person so I've asked God to wake me up each morning and He has. In less than a week I've learned more reading my Bible under the guidance of the Holy Spirit than I have in my entire life. AMAZING.

I'll check back on this post in a year and see how far God has brought me. My prayer is that I won't resist his urgings but instead follow Him in whatever direction He leads me.

Happy New Year!